Where is my mind?

I love WSU radio. They have always held the number one spot programmed in my car for those rare occasions I'm stuck without my iPod and I certainly don't know what these "cd" things people talk about are. Anyways, they play Margot & The Nuclear So and So's all of the time. Now they're playing songs from Animal! too. I don't know what student has that radio show, but I hope it is a cute single boy that I can meet one day soon.

Can you smell the desperation through the internet?

I just wrote a review for something on sephora.com. Why? I don't know.

Pokemon Platinum was clearly intended to rival crack when it comes to getting hooked. They are remaking Gold and Silver and I can't wait! That exclamation point sent me into ubergeek territory.

I bought a bunch of baseball cards yesterday. I need for the boxes of 2008 series to go on sale.

There is a domestic violence issue with my favorite patient. I can't go into details, but there aren't many more things that cause me more anger and grief than that. I hope that any man that hurts a woman, let alone one as defenseless as this one, burns in hell. I hate not being able to fix things. Every time we take a step forward something cause us to take two steps back. This is the real reason I hate people, they fucking suck.

-I got shorted on my paycheck this week.
-I have two new patients and work hasn't given me any info about them. That makes it hard to schedule the appointments I need to get in before the end of the week.
-I have to pay my overdue phone bill.
-I have to my an overdue Express bill.
-I have no idea what is going on with my Victoria Secret's card because I don't receive a thing in the mail. I'm apparently too lazy to look it up online.
-Just like I'm too lazy to call Sinclair.
-Just like I'm too lazy to schedule an oil change.
-I am just a lazy fucking slob that is really down on herself and doesn't want pity because then she'll only feel worse about everything.

It's just been one of those days/weeks/months.

I feel like I can't ever get anything right.

If I wouldn't wake anyone up, I would be screaming at the top of my lungs right now.

I went to Toni's Wednesday night. We ate at P.F. Chang's and proceeded to go back to her apartment to get our drink on. Long story short, we went through a bottle of raspberry vodka and a 2-liter of Sprite. I woke up early because I had to go to work. I headed to Meijer's where I got two bottles of 7-Up and ibuprofen. Need I say why?

Today I woke up and felt like I gad another hangover. Headache, dizzy, nauseous, and this time around, a sore throat. I started feeling a little better until I locked both sets of keys in my car after my first case this morning. I waited almost two hours outside. At one point there were three policemen watching my grandpa and uncle try breaking into my car. Hmm.

While I'm discussing my car, let me just say I hate it. I have a pretty bad oil leak and there's a rattling starting in my engine. Not to mention the transmission is acting wonky. I'm going to be needing one soon. How I can afford that, I have no idea.

Buy this car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car - Handshakes, Metric

Things can become so frustrating so quickly.

Space Oddity has to be one of the best songs ever written, period.

Sort of. I still have a job with the company, but I lost my first case. The patient wasn't happy with my lack of experience. My mom says that the company probably lied to the patient and said that I had experience and that it wasn't my fault. I'm pretty upset about it . It would have been amazing money. They're working on finding me another case and hey, on the plus side, the drive was long and the hours were shit.

I am now officially done with clinicals for my LPN program. Today was hectic and perhaps the busiest day for me yet, but I was right up front helping a doctor (if only slightly) with three different procedures. It was an incredible work out and I am still incredibly sore. On the positive side, I improved my muscle tone.

I have no school tomorrow and will be catching up on sleep like it's my job. I have a couple test on Thursday to study for, but they are both short and sweet and one also happens to be open-book. I've been keeping my grades up and have a little room to slack off on these. I've got bigger fish to fry.

Tomorrow Toni and I are carving pumpkins at her house. The sole purpose being to get the seeds out and bake them. I am so ready for homemade pumpkin seeds.

Last night my mom took my brother and I out. I got some comfy and soft pajamas at Kohl's. Then we went to Chili's. It was delicious. The best part is that now both my mother and brother love it and we possibly get to eat there more often. To top it off we headed over to Target. Immediately my eyes gazed upon a totally rad Bomber jacket. I have been wanting one for as long as I can remember and now, finally I got one hell of a sweet ass jacket. It is lined with fur and feels oh so nice.

I want to say that I can't think of Jennifer Hudson without wanting to cry. I feel terrible for her.

PS - Boo Philies. Lose muthafuckers lose!

I think my macbook is breaking and this is setting aside the cracking and mysterious black lines. Sometimes when I plug my charger in, the light doesn't come on and other times it is so faint you can barely tell it's on. The odd thing is that my battery icon shows it's charging either way. If i unplug and replug it in just the right way it works fine. This leads me to believe that it's only the cord. I am praying to Steve Jobs himself it's only the cord. Should my macbook go into its eternal slumber, I think my soul might die along with it.

I am the first to do the major med pass this term. I'm nervous as hell.

It's been a rough couple of days and today isn't looking much brighter.

And I am going to hell. This sucks.

Today was my last Clincal, well for this term at least. Uh, it could not of lasted a second longer. My instructor always meant well, but you know. Sometimes that just does not cut it, especially considering the field she's in. Oh well, it is all done and over with now.

Oh and out of the few people that read this, whoever voted for Hillary is officially dead to me. Minimum wage, come on! I am so not paying all of this money for school to be paid the same amount as an aid! Fuck that shit! No offense to aids because they're wonderful, but for real? I could of only payed $600 and been done with it already if I wanted just above minimum wage. Oh and with all that universal healthcare (which I am all for, btw) who the hell is going to be taking care of EVERYONE! Oh yes all of the nurses that you're trying to shit all all over. Seriously, why doesn't anyone give a damn about nurses? They deserve a lot more credit and respect than they get, that's for damn sure.