Where is my mind?

-I got shorted on my paycheck this week.
-I have two new patients and work hasn't given me any info about them. That makes it hard to schedule the appointments I need to get in before the end of the week.
-I have to pay my overdue phone bill.
-I have to my an overdue Express bill.
-I have no idea what is going on with my Victoria Secret's card because I don't receive a thing in the mail. I'm apparently too lazy to look it up online.
-Just like I'm too lazy to call Sinclair.
-Just like I'm too lazy to schedule an oil change.
-I am just a lazy fucking slob that is really down on herself and doesn't want pity because then she'll only feel worse about everything.

It's just been one of those days/weeks/months.

I feel like I can't ever get anything right.

If I wouldn't wake anyone up, I would be screaming at the top of my lungs right now.